Even though I’m not arting right now (and sitting very uncomfortably in that Void), I’ve made almost 120 larger Penny Positives. Since this is #67, I can keep posting them for a while.
This blank space is very weird. My mind scrambles to pick something up. Anxiety burns my gut and my sleep. Breathing helps. Listening to my old collection of “sound healing” music helps (Steven Halpern, Jonathan Goldman, Carlos Nakai), paying attention to the discomfort helps. I have to believe this is an incubation period. I have to trust that this is a process. Otherwise, I’m just left with delusion and distorted thinking. What is truth and what is insanity? I never know.
So, I wait.
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SandySue Altered
Oct 01, 2019 @ 20:09:20
I suggest show tunes! 😂🤣🥴
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Oct 01, 2019 @ 21:19:28
I know you would, my darling.
Oct 02, 2019 @ 23:19:49
Empty space, if comfortable enough to just sink into and relish – “ahh….bliss and nothing to wreck things can find me here, while I percolate on what to choose ‘next’ can be a wonderful gift – – on the other hand, if history reminds ya that things don’t often turn out well, if you feel lost or frantically try to ‘fill the space’ with something, anything – well – then find what you can to decorate the space a tad without leveling the whole area or walking totally away from it – – never ending balance for most, some recognize it, some don’t, some have more challenges in using it to the greater good for all involved, and some, never learn how to do anything other than fear it – I see your post as a great sign – you are aware enough to rest in the ‘not knowing, and this is extremely uncomfortable right now’ for a time – and whipped out some more cool art, to boot! Go – Sue – Go!!!! ❤
Oct 03, 2019 @ 12:45:30
Thank you, Wise One.
Oct 03, 2019 @ 12:49:25
I don’t know about that 😀 but from outside looking in it certainly seems like you are growing in so many ways. And it just seems like that process rarely happens without pains somewhere:). Just wanted to say hi and cheer ya on in your life journey! Loving the penny possibles. Saving up for another stationary stock up. 🙂