Holy Now

Sharing a little of the music that saved my life and continues to inspire.

4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Kathryn McCullough
    May 13, 2012 @ 12:08:40

    God, I’ve never heard his before, Sandy, but I TOTALLY LOVE it! Thanks for sharing it, my friend. Happy Sunday!


    • Sandy Sue
      May 13, 2012 @ 14:28:56

      I’m so glad you like it. There’s something so intimate in sharing the music that kept me from attempting suicide on several occasions. It’s me in a different form, somehow. And it’s a relief when others like it, too.


  2. pegoleg
    May 14, 2012 @ 09:44:06

    Thank you for sharing – his music is lovely. I’ve never seriously considered suicide and am so distressed to know you have come close. I hope you can hold tight to the memories of laughing with friends, listening to music, smelling the fresh air after a rain – all the thousands of little moments that make life worth living.


    • Sandy Sue
      May 14, 2012 @ 12:58:07

      Suicidal thoughts are part of most bipolars’ lives—more than half will make the attempt. And half of those will succeed. When folks are in the depths of it, nothing on earth can hold them here. Nothing is worth the pain. And it feels like it will never end. But, miracles happen. Sometimes a crack will open in the darkness to allow a little light in. That’s what Peter’s music was for me. I’m glad you liked him, too.


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