An Alphabet of Gratitude

Superhero Covers

One of the things I did when I returned from ArtFest was repurpose my old, barely-used sketchbooks into art journals.  This is the one I’m in now.  It’s small (9X6), so I thought I could use it for funky lists and teeny collage bits.

It’s been a hard summer, bipolar-wise.  The rapid cycling twirls like a toddler in a tutu.  The mixed states tumble around like Bingo balls.  I’m a little dizzy from all that brain-flux.  And discouraged.

I’ve learned a lot from all these years of Bipolar Bad-Assery and Radical Acceptance.  I’m much kinder to myself and able to be whatever my brain chemistry dictates.  But some days are just God-awful.  Period.

So, I wanted to use my journal as a more deliberate form of therapy.  I decided on trying An Alphabet of Gratitude.

Gratitude P

Each spread has a side for a list of what I’m grateful for (all starting with the same letter) and a side to create some little piece of art relating to the list.  I made pretty paper out of my parent’s old farm ledgers, painted the 26 spreads funky colors and textures, then started pondering the positives in my life.

Gratitude A

There’s a lot.  We all have tons of wonderful things, people, places, talents, events that are easy to forget in this weird world.  And because I have a whole page to fill with all the same letter, some of my treasures get ridiculous and very specific, which tickles me.  Laughing is a good thing for persistent bipolarism.  Laughing is good for everything.

Gratitude B

I work on it every day, writing down random loves and appreciation.  It doesn’t take away The Black, but it does help me pull in The Light.  I can sit with that feeling of thankfulness and let it soak into my dry and sere places.  It’s enough to get me through to the next day, which is all I need.  Because with twirling and tumbling, a shift in mood is only a letter away.

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 30

Like, Totally Cosmic, Man

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Hitched to Everything

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Mysic Hero

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The Real Thing

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Two Lovers

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Zora Neale Hurston

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Blessed Force

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Sagittarius Creature

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Thus ends my self-aggrandizing blog challenge.  Thanks for helping me dust off some older creations in computer-file limbo and giving them a little stage-time.

On with the Adventure…

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 29

More Soldiers

Live Heroically

Quiet Heroism

Ordinary Man

Police Permit

Profoundly Decent

My National Holiday

IMG_0840Is it really that time of year again?  Seems like I just celebrated my favorite holiday.  Oh, that’s right—I only rearranged my Pretend Boyfriend Gallery after painting my bedroom so that every day can be Richard Armitage Day.

I can be a tad less stalk-y today and just wish him a happy birthday.

Hopefully, the 2016 Armitage Drought is near an end.  No sightings since his creepy portrayal of The Red Dragon in “Hannibal.”  Lots of projects are finished, but either in post-production or on some shelf in Wonderland.

Or, like Urban and the Shed Crew, released everywhere but here.

Shed Crew

florenceIf we pay money to hear Meryl Streep sing badly, wouldn’t American audiences be captivated by a former social worker who takes street kids under his wing?  All that hope and feel-goodness?  Maybe Richard should have sung badly in that one.

Then, there’s Berlin Station, a 10 episode CIA series due this fall on EPIX.  EPIX.  What the flugelhorn is EPIX?  But look at all the great people in this series!  I will be breaking into someone’s house who has cable.  Scouting possibilities now.

fotos Berlin Station

Someday I’ll see him play Chloe Moretz’s dad in Brain on Fire, about a young woman slipping into insanity.  Hmm.  Richard.  Crazy girl.  Sounds familiar.

Brain on Fire

And if there is any mercy or compassion in the Universe, I’ll get to watch him don armor and take off on another noble quest.

Pilgrimage

But until I can sit in the dark with him again, all I can do is wait, surround myself with his former glories, and remember London.

Crucible cast

Richard 2016And I can wish him well — which I do.  It’s the one part of our relationship that’s not pretend.

 

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 28

Family Dynamics

Hardest Adjustment

Matters of the Heart

Big Brother

Turquoise Mom & Baby

(This is one of the first cards I ever made.  So simple.)

Steady as Iron

Mothers Day 2012

Complex Man

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 27

Where?

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Smack-Dab

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Down To Earth

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She'll Make you a Sandwich

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 26

Live Better

People Who Adore You

Absence of Fences

Your Dreams Miss You

Don't Go Back To Sleep

Hope For The Best

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 25

george-f-will-quote-pessimism-is-as-american-as-apple-pie-frozen

Colonoscopies

Unstable Fault Line

BitchBitchBitch

All Stories End Sadly

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 24

Go For It!

Start your Journey

Inner Diva

Skeptic Muscles

Universal Deceit

30 Days of Sandy Sue Altered: 23

Ingenues

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On the Verge

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True Romantic

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Closed Crotch

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She Likes Romance

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