Welcome to Part Five of our work with the Toltec teachings.
If you’re joining us for the first time, please read the four previous posts first: The Naguals—Dreaming, The Naguals—Personal Power, The Naguals—Become Impeccable, and The Naguals—Self-Importance before continuing. Again, this psycho-spiritual work is intense. Challenging our core beliefs and breaking with routine creates fear and anxiety in all human beings.
If you are currently suffering from a bipolar or psychotic episode, or if you are experiencing anxiety,please save this work for a more stable time.
For anyone experiencing severe depression or thoughts of suicide, this lesson may be harmful.
How can anyone feel so important when we know that death is stalking us?—Don Juan
We’re trained at a young age to forget that we are mortal (life insurance, inheritance, lineage, heaven, resurrection, reincarnation). The ego is faced with the ultimate task of protection. Death is not the negation of life, but the negation of ego. Life is sustained by death through natural cycles. Our bodies, as energetic entities, have intrinsic knowledge of their destinies and interact directly with the unknown.
Our illusion of immortality causes us to expend a great amount of energy on procrastination; repressing affection; ignoring beauty; defending our self-image; indulging in feelings of hate, rancour, offense and pettiness; worrying to the point of depression; complaints, impatience and feelings of defeat.
The thing to do when you’re impatient is to turn to your left and ask advice from your death. An immense amount of pettiness is dropped if your death makes a gesture to you, or if you catch a glimpse of it, or if you just have the feeling that your companion is there watching you.—Don Juan
Conscious human beings are aware of their mortality and so don’t waste their time on self-limiting acts and thoughts. They know that death is stalking them and make death their greatest advisor. Acting as if every act were your last leads us into mystery and imbues every act with power.
Death is the only wise advisor that we have. Whenever you feel, as you always do, that everything is going wrong and you’re about to be annihilated, turn to your death and ask if that is so. Your death will tell you that you’re wrong; that nothing really matters outside its touch. Your death will tell you “I haven’t touched you yet.”—Don Juan
Dialogue with your death as if it is a character. What questions do you have? What advise do you want? What feelings rise as you write? Do your priorities shift? Can you sense your personal power? Does it change as you converse with your death?
Attend your Book of Law. Are any of the rules loosening?
Non Journaling Homework
This week if you feel worn out by life, defeated or suffering from self-importance, remember your death. Take a moment to step back, assess the reality of the situation, and measure it against the inevitability of your death.